So, I wrote a "song" (of sorts)...

So in these hard times, I have turned to music, specifically song writing to cope. It's kind of kicking it up a notch from my standard poetry.

I wrote this one last night and it's about being torn apart by the people you love, as well as wanting to escape from dependance. 

I haven't figured out the actual music to accompany it, but I hope to find someone with a musically-talented disposition to help me out with that. My idea is to go the hard rock/metal genre with hints of classical. 

So, tell me what you think....

Let Me (Breathe)

Saturday, November 30, 2013

Tears, Fears, Pain

Deception to those around 

Nothing to gain

My wrists are merely bound

Let me fall, let the freight train hit me. 

Let me feel pain I need to feel. 

Let me make the decisions I need to make. 

Let me breathe

The confinement of dependance

The torture of love

The prison of independence 

Let me fall, let the freight train hit me. 

Let me feel pain I need to feel. 

Let me make the decisions I need to make. 

Let me breathe

Needing my space

Needing my time

Away from everything

Let me commit the crime

My pain

By love 

My love 

Please catch me

Before…I….hit the ground

(X2) Let me fall, let the freight train hit me. 

Let me feel pain I need to feel. 

Let me make the decisions I need to make. 

Let me breathe

(X4) Let me breathe

Feeling Life Lost

July 21, 2013- 21:54

Feeling
The string of courage frayed 
The rope of sanity burning 
The strength within me slowly diminishing
Happiness slipping between my fingers
It's getting hard to hold on. 
Positivity is gone
~
Life 
Plastered against the floor of rock bottom 
Reaching out to help
Clenching the dust of isolation 
~
Lost
The light of hope so dimly lit
Buried beneath a mountain of shit
Sensations of needles pierce my brain

As I lie down and bleed rain

KIA

February 7, 2013

Kindness and quirkiness makes her
Intelligence flows within her
An actively creative mind completes her